The Rest of Your Story 19: What if your history hurts?

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Some of you are saying, "I want to go in new directions but I don't know how to move on from the past." I've read your comments. All of them.

In the Meaningful Memories post many of you mentioned it was hard to find even one good memory. I left a comment for you too...

"For those of you who said it can be hard to find a happy memory...you are so right. Hurt seems to stay right there on the surface. Digging through it to the joy takes a lot of work! I am sorry for the heartache you've endured.

I wish I could take each 'little girl you' in my arms today. I would set you on my lap, look into your beautiful eyes, and tell you...

'This is never how God intended it to be. You are loved, chosen, cherished, wanted, of great worth, and you will amount to MUCH in His Kingdom.' "

We live in a fallen world. None of our stories are as they should be, some more than others. I wish I could make healing happen right here, right now. As you already know, it's a journey far more complicated than a blog post. 

As I thought of you, my eyes drifted to my bookshelf. And I want to share several books that have helped in my personal healing...

 

Making Peace with Your Past by H. Norman Wright

Recovering from Losses in Life by H. Norman Wright

Changes that Heal by Dr. Henry Cloud

Life's Healing Choices by John Baker

Breaking Free by Beth Moore

Rain on Me by Holley Gerth  

(I wrote this book out of my ongoing journey of loss. It's about healing in the middle of the storm, even if you don't know when blue skies are coming.)

Whether your hurts are recent (like mine) or from many years ago, God cares.

It's a bit of a cliché but still too true not to say...

He really does want to transform our history into HIS STORY.

Today the next S.T.E.P. for all of us is just whispering a ten word prayer, "A little more healing, Lord, a little more healing today...."

I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland...so my chosen people can be refreshed. - God, Isaiah 43

** If the hurts in your history are interfering with your daily life I would encourage you to seek out a trusted counselor. (I have several times!) To find one, visit The American Association of Christian Counselors e-counseling site.

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TODAY'S QUESTION: What has helped bring healing to your history?

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[Becky]

Dear Holley,

Thank you for this thoughtful, caring post. Thank you for the book suggestions. I am looking forward to checking into them further. I have recently purchased your book, am excited about it, and have begun reading it.

That which has helped bring healing for me primarily is a sweet hospital chaplain who my husband and I were introduced to the day my husband found out his cancer had returned. She lovingly cared for him (and me, too) those next months and she has continued to help me through the grief process.

My healing began the day that I realized God was taking care of me back on that day when my husband and I were introduced to her. He foresaw my need for help through this time and was already taking care of it. God is so good. :)

Books that I have received have helped a great deal, too. My chaplain friend recommended an old devotional, called "Streams In The Desert" by Mrs. Chas. Cowman that she said helped her when she went through trying times. I did seek out that book and it has helped me many days.

I think I need to get off of the computer now and go whisper a ten-work prayer. :)

Thank you again, Holley! and Blessings! <3

[Cari]

Writing and speaking...oddly enough, the most healing for me has come in the process of preparing to share my most personal heartaches with an audience. But, it isn't the speaking that is healing so much as the writing the speech. Framing those hurtful memories in metaphor and looking at them from through a hindsight lens, specifically watching for God's hand in the midst of the storm. Seeing life in that way reveals blessings I had never uncovered before, and understandings that I had never reached.

[nancy]

This may sound trite, but it's deep truth in my life: healing has come as I've been able to let go and forgive those who have hurt me, and as I've accepted my part in the circumstances, repented, and forgiven myself. Too often I have wanted to totally blame someone else for the pain in my life. It is only when I stop and "get real" with myself that I can break through to the truth... and that generally means that I need to repent and forgive. God is faithful and he wants His best for me. He doesn't give up until I "get it" and respond in obedience to Him. Those times can be painful, but they are the way to healing.

[Natalie]

Wow, God's timing is perfect isn't it. It is great to hear the comments of healing and reaching out to be healed. As we read other "stories" we can realize that we are not alone. That God does hear and sends us just what we need if only we "let go and let God". Actually that is a book my mom gave to me 30 some years ago. So true. And yes it is an action to "let go". One of my life long favorite scripture is Proverbs 3:5-6. And I too can say I am still seeking for that path, His path. When we do trust Him, I believe God wants us to seek, and when we look back it will be Him we see in our journey along the way. Holley, I also appreciate your list of books. I studied Beth Moore's "Breaking Free" that was wonderful, so beautiful to feel beautiful. God's gift to us.

May you all find joy in God's healing as we take these steps forward acknowledging Him along the way. Thank you!

[sal]

Thanks so much Holley. Especially for suggesting the books from you shelf. I'm not sure if they are available at Christian book stores in Colombo, Sri Lanka where I live...but I just thought I'd ask my sis who lives in NJ to look out espcailly for your book...she's due to arrive here on Friday. I guess your pain has helpd you connect and feel compassion for people...it's so evident in your writings and I thank God for you.

Right now 2 dear sisters in Christ are in 'pain' and I'd love to share your book with them.

[Lennette Daniels]

Tricky question Holley!

Most of the time, I am able to let go of the past (recent and ancient) hurts that I have felt and concentrate on the future but being human means that these things still show their faces again. When I feel myself begin to dwell on the history, I remember that His plan says I had to feel those hurts, to build my faith and strength. There was a purpose for that pain even if it is hard to see.

Also, it helps to realize that dwelling on the intense pain that was caused by someone else is letting that person (who most likely wasn't a good person) shape the person who I am and I don't want them to have any power to change the person I am or want to be.

Of course, this attitude takes daily work and daily reminders that we are more than our past experiences and choices. We are our future too.

[Sherri]

Beth Moore's Breaking Free Bible study has been very helpful for me! Also Joyce Meyer's Battlefield of the Mind. Both ladies' continued lectures and speeches help me in a ongoing manner.What has been also very helpful for me and my hurts is a circle of christian friends who are there to talk to me, support me and who keep encouraging me to keep on hoping and trusting GOD.

[linda]

It is people like you Holley-- trusted friends and counselors-- who are willing to serve as vessels for Christ's transforming love, who have brought hope and healing into my brokenness and pain...

[El]

I read a book, by Florence Littauer, that said... if you don't have any memories of your childhood, there is a reasonable chance you have experienced some kind of abuse- physical, emotional, or sexual. I decided to write out singular events as a collection of short stories as a means of healing. I had talked to God and my doctor about my plan to pursue healing in this manner and I was 'well supported.' I have almost finished my 'book' and I am amazed at how many good memories I now have as proof of my healing. God is faithful! I am blessed!

[Kristi]

I haven't been commenting much, but I had to share about how I am being healed. I've found I am being healed the most by talking about my story. Maybe it's because I've only shared it with supportive friends, or maybe it's just the healing factor of not keeping it bottled up. Whatever the reason, I've found it cathartic. Also, Beth Moore's "Get Out of that Pit" was very helpful.